Depression
Jul. 21st, 2004 11:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
swehThe previous journal started on a path of depression, but turned into a specific on my failings... this is about depression!
At times I wonder about my sanity; especially in those dark depressed hours. But I won't go there. Not today. Not now. I will not succumb to that darkness. Not today. I've just had a good night out with beer and co-workers; no need for darkness.
But I can feel it pushing on me. THe failures in my life; my perfectionist streak that can never be fulfilled; how that demand makes me critical and judgemental of others...
At times I wonder about my sanity; especially in those dark depressed hours. But I won't go there. Not today. Not now. I will not succumb to that darkness. Not today. I've just had a good night out with beer and co-workers; no need for darkness.
But I can feel it pushing on me. THe failures in my life; my perfectionist streak that can never be fulfilled; how that demand makes me critical and judgemental of others...
