Overweight, overtired, depressed

Since my birthday last month I've pretty much let my weight slip. Birthday, parents over, halloween, pub nights, stuff... I've been eating lots. I've put on 10 lbs. I'm now 201lbs which is well outside of the comfort range I'd assigned myself (182->195lbs; basically 13 stone summat). Fuck. Need to go back on strict diet. Oh, but Thanksgiving is coming up, so another blowout. And Christmas parties are appearing on the horizon. And other shit.

I wonder if I can force myself down to 190lbs again before I travel home for Christmas. Hmm.

For some reason, I'm also extremely tired. Dunno why. Wah!

And these two things together are making me depressed, which makes me want to eat more... yup, the standard feedback loop.

Feh, I read stuff other people put in their LJs and their hardships and I look at this and it feels like I'm a whining moaning arsehole. Fuck.