It's cold without heating! Food for 2003/01/20

Monday was a holiday, so I considered it weekend for calories. But the whole box of Jaffa Cakes (bad bad bad me!) blew away any pretense of a diet. *sigh*. But then I had no heating and was cold and miserable, so I had to eat something to make me happy :-)

Date	Time	Description	Kcal
20030120	0730	Kellogs Complete Wheat Bran	135
	1200	Black Coffee	0
	1400	Uncle Ben's Spicey Peanut Chicken	400
	1405	Black Coffee	0
	1625	2 Mini milky-ways	180
	1700	Some pretzel sticks	100
	1944	Raisins	130
	2000	Celeste Deluxe Pizza (alt)	410
	2100	Jaffa Cakes, pack	576
	2310	2 slices bread	110
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		Daily total	2041

Desire for maturity

I wish I knew how to act around people in a friendly setting.

Work? No problem... efficient competent bastard

Pub? No problem... guzzling lager lout

Other stuff? Hmm...

So this weekend we were at a SF con. We got to our rooms and one of the women we were sharing with started bouncing up and down on the bed like a kiddie... so I picked up a pillow and bonked her over the head and started a pillow fight, ending in me tickling her. Later, while she was kissing and cuddling her boy friend, I tickled her again... annoying her a lot. So much for being mature and letting people get on with their thing.

One evening I snapped at Tori for no good reason, and hurt her and ended up with her crying. What sort of an arsehole does that?

I wish I knew how to act around people.

*sigh*