Desire for maturity
Jan. 21st, 2003 02:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
swehI wish I knew how to act around people in a friendly setting.
Work? No problem... efficient competent bastard
Pub? No problem... guzzling lager lout
Other stuff? Hmm...
So this weekend we were at a SF con. We got to our rooms and one of the women we were sharing with started bouncing up and down on the bed like a kiddie... so I picked up a pillow and bonked her over the head and started a pillow fight, ending in me tickling her. Later, while she was kissing and cuddling her boy friend, I tickled her again... annoying her a lot. So much for being mature and letting people get on with their thing.
One evening I snapped at Tori for no good reason, and hurt her and ended up with her crying. What sort of an arsehole does that?
I wish I knew how to act around people.
*sigh*
Work? No problem... efficient competent bastard
Pub? No problem... guzzling lager lout
Other stuff? Hmm...
So this weekend we were at a SF con. We got to our rooms and one of the women we were sharing with started bouncing up and down on the bed like a kiddie... so I picked up a pillow and bonked her over the head and started a pillow fight, ending in me tickling her. Later, while she was kissing and cuddling her boy friend, I tickled her again... annoying her a lot. So much for being mature and letting people get on with their thing.
One evening I snapped at Tori for no good reason, and hurt her and ended up with her crying. What sort of an arsehole does that?
I wish I knew how to act around people.
*sigh*
