Maybe this is why?

[sweh]

I'm a nobody. I'm not going to make any mark in the world. After I'm gone there will be nothing but memories in a few people (eg Tori), and when they're gone I'll be nothing. The world won't notice my passing; it'll be as if I'll have never have been. What does it matter what I do?

Fuck, sounds like teenage goth angst. Fuck.

Maybe this is why people want to blow up buildings, or perform acts of destruction; at least that gets them noticed and maybe a mark in history.