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swehSometimes I get tired of being the straight guy; the dependable guy; the honest guy; the guy that everyone can depend on to do the right thing.
Sometimes I just want to say "fuck the world" and drop all the balls I'm jugglng. Fuck work, fuck fiscal responsibility, fuck INS, fuck the world. I just wanna laze around and do whatever the hell I like. Maybe this is just my "stiff upper lip" playing up; what happens when too much stuff is on my shoulder... or maybe what happens when I _THINK_ there is too much on my shoulder.
I can't not go to work tomorrow because there's a project depending on me. I can't goof off. But I so want to!
Sometimes I just want to say "fuck the world" and drop all the balls I'm jugglng. Fuck work, fuck fiscal responsibility, fuck INS, fuck the world. I just wanna laze around and do whatever the hell I like. Maybe this is just my "stiff upper lip" playing up; what happens when too much stuff is on my shoulder... or maybe what happens when I _THINK_ there is too much on my shoulder.
I can't not go to work tomorrow because there's a project depending on me. I can't goof off. But I so want to!
